dreams of joy / London

My dream came true. Went all the way to London just to see Big Bang live !!! Its the second time i have seen them but i just cant get enough. I love GD to death man. He is too fucking awsome. Heard hes dating Kiko Mizuhara ? They'd make a great couple man. Anyway, yeah, fucking awsome concert ! They are better than i thought. Live i mean. And Daesung was sooo cute man. Ok stop. I could write so much about the concert right now but my blogging list is still long lol. Anyway, had a great time with my girls in London just as always. Mad love for London. Always makes me become a dreamer again. So inspiring. Ill be back soon !


  Didn't like it at all at first but now finding it absolutely dope ! Get ya crayon ! The MV is sick as well.

FAVOURITE SONG FROM THE NEW ALBUM ! Forever repeat, i swear.

The new album is sooo good, i love each and every song. G-Dragon, never disappointing me, really. Sighhh i cant wait to see him and Big Bang live on stage in Europe ! I adore him so much, but not in a crazy fangirl way in which i dream of being his girlfriend, but in an artistic inspired way. He simply is a genius. Whatever he does, it find it awesome. Gosh. He's my idol. Haha. Big Bang girl forever. No other artists get me that excited. 

till i overdose

IAM DYING RIGHT NOW !!! CANT SEE THE BIG FAT SMILE ON MY FACE KIDS BUT IM SO HAPPY ! This so made my day ! I hadnt thought that they would release a new MV right before the album release but this totally made my day. I had a shit day at work but now i feel so inspired to work hard again !!! 

See they work so hard to make people like me happy and i cant even manage to work hard to make myself happy ? What a pathetic person iam !!! 

Again i have worked 3 days in a row, tomorrow is my 4th day, i ran the whole restaurant by myself this evening, made lots of tip but iam so exhausted. I wanted to go home by bus (i usually take the train) but it didnt come so i had to walk home, my phone was out of battery, no music, just me and my thoughts. I was close to depression again, no social life atm, feeling insecure about my future, etc, but these boys put a smile on my face again : ) AHHHH SO HAPPY. FANGIRLISM BIG TIME !