Am I getting tired of fashion blogging ?

When did it become so annoying. Blogging. Sometimes I hate the fact that I run a fashion blog. Always the need to take perfect photos. Not perfect, but up to the quality standards of the big fashion bloggers. With oly amateurs around me it's close to impossible. There are maybe two or three photos of me that I like, which were taken by others. I hate getting outfit photos taken. They never ever ever turn out the way I want them to look like. And with Lightroom and the VSCO film packs there are billions of editing possibilities and I can never decide on how I want my photos to look like. Do I want them to be clean and clear, or with a touch of vintage... With a blue shade or a yellow shade. Rather rich in contrast or more faded ? I can never decide up to a point at which I get really annoyed by photo editing. And fashion blogging. With photos, that are not the way I want them to be, and with not very good writing skills to at least write something interesting about my outfit, it's is some big pain in the ass. It's no fun right now, really. Ever since I decided to become a better fashion blogger, it's started to trouble me. I constantly need to think how I can do things better, how can I make more people come to visit the blog, how can I improve online marketing strategies, how can I contact pr agencies and make friends with other bloggers to get closer to the fashion scene.... When all I really want is just to run a blog that is so much me, that people start to grow fond of me and just like the blog by themselves. I hate the fact that I have to put in so much effort. 

My most recent entry too me more than two hours and cost me all my nerves. I felt so stressed after having finished it. Now I think, I could have laid in bed and spent the time reading all relaxed instead.  

My Kind of Blog

I don't really log into my Bloglovin account anymore, because I created it when I was 14, and I follow too many rubish blogs that I can't connect to anymore. I keep most of the blogs I like in my bookmarks. I should add them to a reader or create a new bloglovin account, or bother to sort my old account out.

Here are six of my favourites from my bookmark list. There are many more and I would like to introduce them one by one. 

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THE STUDDED GLOVE

A blog of my taste. A little personal, add some fashion, beauty and K-Pop and I've got all the things I like united in one blog.

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ANDYHEART

outfits outfits outfits. and i never get bored of looking at them. 

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FASHIONONYMOUS

No make-up. No frills. Just a gorgeous young girl and impressions of her life. 

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PARK AND CUBE

Forever and always my favourite blogger. 

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THE HAUTE PURSUIT

She is so cool, her coolness is too cool for this world. 

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STOP IT RIGHT NOW

She is so dope. Look at her. 

mirror shots and wisdom teeth

Iam not supposed to, be i still do it. Blogging photo I took with an iphone. It simply is too convenient haha. I went to the dentist today and got my wisdom teeth removed : ( Here my ootd, which was my yesterday's ootd already as well, because i do wear outfits twice sometimes. Not very often, but from time to time, why not. My boyfriend bought me white Vans, iam really such a happy girl ! Love them, but iam afraid that they will get dirty very soon as well : ( And i boguht a very simple dark blue T-shirt at "& other stories" the other day and i love the fabric so much ! I could wear this shirt all day and every day ! Need to stock up on it as soon as i get back to Berlin ! It's only 15€ hehe. Iam really picky when it comes to fabrics. There are a lot of which i think that they don't suit me, because you know, i have boobs and don't like them at all. In fact i try to look flat most of the time. You will probably not see me in a tight dress or whatsoever in the next few months or even years. 

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Sitting vietnamese style haha. Actually i feel comfortable sitting like this.

Sitting vietnamese style haha. Actually i feel comfortable sitting like this.

My face still looking kinda crooked because of the local anaesthetics.

My face still looking kinda crooked because of the local anaesthetics.

These pictures aren't really good enough for Toughlookdonthurt, but I don't want to post them all on IG or whatsoever either. Sometimes it really bothers me that I have to split between two blogs. I don't want to blog content twice, so it's really bothersome even for myself to always have to check back and forth between two blogs. I most definitely do not want to give up on Toughlookdonthurt because I have worked kind of hard to get it to where it is now, but then again I can't post my private matters on it either, because it's not my blog. I really want to have a blog like Shini from Park and Cube, HQ photos, everything looks nice, texts that people actually read and I really want my blog to look that professional one day.  What do you girls reckon ? What am I supposed to do. Shift content to Toughlookdonthurt and give up on very personal posts ? Because giving up on Toughlookdonthurt isn't even an option to me. I also thought about creating a new Blog in German, or bilingual. That'd be so much work though. I couldn't be bothered to translate all my texts all the time. I also want to add beauty as content, and change the blog layout. My blog is on squarespace right now, but my online shop will take over this place very soon, so I will need to shift some content anyway and either find a new host, return to blogspot or just give up on this blog. What do you think : / ?

Btw I made a video today after I came home from the dentist. I want to start with vlogging as well. I've got so much time nowadays and so many ideas lol. It's in German though. Feels so odd filming yourself while talking about something. If you can spare five minutes and want to hear something about my wisdom teeth removal, check it out. I made subtitles as well (pain in the ass), activate CC ! 

Stupid somehow isn't it. But then again so many others do it as well, so whatever lol.