#beautiful

This song by Mariah Carey and Miguel is my favorite song at the moment. My list of music that I like is rather small, because I'm super picky when it comes to songs I like. Everything about it has to be appealing to me, from the beat to the lyrics. Except when it's foreign music in a language I don't understand, then, and only then, can I accept shit lyrics. Most songs in my playlist have a meaning to me and I connect emotions to them. I have a song for every sad moment in my life. Apologize from One Republic when I got my heart broken for the very first time, Bleeding love for the time when my first boyfriend left me after he broke my heart, Thinking bout you from Frank Ocean when I was madly in love with a guy once but he didn't want me, Numb from Linkin Park for fights with my mom and so on and so on. 

I often say that I don't listen to music which is partially true. I'm not one of those people who can't live without music. I play music because I think I should, because it's silent otherwise rather than because I love music so much. I appreciate music and the artists, and I wish I could sind and play an instrument properly, but actually music doesn't take up very much space in my life. I explained that to some DJs and musicians before. They freaked out. Haha.