Sometimes you encounter moments, which change your life completely. Sometimes it is impossible to have influence on those turning points. Hello's and goodbye's, they just happen, and once happened, irreversible. You can't make someone unknown after having met that person. You can't bring a flower back to blossom after it has died. Sometimes things happen and you wonder why ? And why now ? You ask yourself what is right and what is wrong ? What is appropriate and what not ? 

Unfortunately I'm a deeply irrational person. I ask myself these questions, and try to find answers, but in the end my actions are based on emotions rather than rational thoughts. Always. Or pretty much most of the time.