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depressions.

July 24, 2013 by Julia Doan in "thoughts", "at night", "daily"

They are not going away. I just used suicide in an actual sentence to my boyfriend. Wtf is wrong with me. Iam so tired of crying and feeling like the shittest person around. I feel empty. And full. Full of self-hatred. Nothing else. No self-respect, no confidence. Gosh it's 7am already. I spent all night crying again.

July 24, 2013 /Julia Doan
"thoughts", "at night", "daily"
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“You look tired.”, is what I get a lot these days. It’s an extremely stressful phase right now. Floralpunk is undergoing a lot of changes, I have to temporarily fill the position of marketing manager because we haven’t found anyone yet. Besides that I have to keep the overall business running, do creative direction and production/buying. People have one job, i have like four. I also have JJ, my bf and #jujuthepoodle and if you haven’t noticed from several funny posts, I also take on influencer jobs because every time I do, I think, ‘why not?’. All that money goes into JJ’s saving account. I complain that I’m busy and tired and stressed out, but that’s just me. I load it onto myself. Because in the past years, ever since I realized that I CAN, I have always pushed myself to the limits. Even though if I had the opportunity to, I could not sit still and rest. Every day of mine is scheduled and planned out. If I don’t have to work on Floralpunk, I have to answer tons of mails and messages, try to reply your kind comments, research about how to raise a baby, do youtube and in the meantime I still need to keep my social life and social media alive. Oh let’s not forget that I have to try not to look shit even though most of the days now I just don’t want to do make up and just wear shorts out. I don’t do that because it would make me feel shit about myself while I watch other amazing human beings on social media always looking perfect haha. Ok long story short, I need a personal assistant I think. The idea of having one makes me feel kind of weird but my little brother @duydoan is convinced that I need one lol. I’m not an easy boss to work with, just to get that straight. I’m nice but I can’t deal with people who are slow and have no common sense. Like, it makes me upset, but I won’t tell you but instead send you a really really long e-mail. I’d prefer somebody who is punctual, matter of fact, understands their tasks and if not, communicates. Tasks include a lot of errands, a lot of content creation, a lot of checking on things, should be able to hang out with Juju and JJ. Also detail-oriented & organised. Mail me ! (If you can’t find my e-mail I won’t hire you anyway)
Ngay mai J va a Nam se quay youtube video chia se kinh nghiem lan dau lam ba me. Moi nguoi co cau hoi gi thi comment o duoi nha, de con biet noi gi trong video 🙈 thank youuuu ❤️
Mọi người có thấy hôm nay Julia khác với thường ngày không? Vẫn là style đơn giản nhưng outfit hôm nay của Julia thu hút và sang trọng hơn hẳn nhờ phụ kiện và đặc biệt là em Galaxy S9+ Hoàng Kim đấy. #GalaxyS9 #HoàngKim #SunriseGold #Sangtrọngđầymêhoặc #ad
Honest update on my life and how I feel about being a mother. Now on my Youtube channel. Link in bio. Co viet sub ❤️ (thanks to @quocanhvle)
Always having the best times with these kids ❤️ #crewlove
Unboxing video now on my IGTV channel! The new Instagram function. I personally love it because even though the interface is not very refined yet, it helps to upload more high quality content too long for instagram, too short for youtube and not fitting with the feed 😂 I often make videos and always end up uploading just a snippet on instagram stories. So yeah, let’s explore this new function 💪🏻
Stayed at The Shells, which is really photogenic and nice architecture-wise but it’s also kind of run down. Wouldn’t stay here again. We booked last minute for 7 and needed a big room because of baby so I chose this hotel, but the one I actually really wanted to book was the Premier Village ! It’s new but the villas look amazing and come with a private pool each. This time I didn’t book it because I heard that there’s still a lot of construction going on and JJ is a light sleeper. But next time, I’ll definitely wanna check it out. JW was impossible to get that many rooms on consecutive nights so last minute. Travelling with a baby is quite restricting, don’t underestimate it. My criterias were: large room size, stroller friendly, bath tub, kitchenette, large bed, clean (obviously), so yeah. Next time def wanna try the 4 bedroom villa at the Premier Village. Anyone who’s been pls reviewww 🖤 #juliadoanphuquoc
First trip ever with baby and full-time mom for a couple days. My munchkin is sooo curious and just never sits still xD wants to touch and grab anything that crosses her way. My sister used to be the same so I’m used to it. In case you haven’t been following me for that long, my sister is #myamycookie haha. #juliadoan #juliajunior
Peaceful 7:00 am 🌚 #maisondoan
Starting todayyyyy @floralpunk
When you and boyfriend got the same shoe size : ))) #juliadoan #lvvietnam #lvarchlight #vssg
Always on the dry lips side of life 😂 #juliadoan
Teenage mom outfit including the backpack and Vans 😂 #juliadoan #wearfloralpunk
#juliadoansaigon is back ! I had lunch at Paul, Saigon Center, today and discovered that they have mussels on their menu 😍 I love love love mussels ! Out of three styles available, I picked the garlic cream one and PAUL didn’t disappoint ! Those weren’t the best mussels I have ever had in my life but I haven’t had any decently good ones in Vietnam before, so I was quite happy. The bread sticks were crispy and I wish they would have left more sauce in the dish. I’m not a regular at PAUL, ever since I realised that I like St. Honore bread better, but compared to other Western food places, PAUL is still a good choice. Another dish I really like is the other one in the photos, i don’t know what it’s called. It’s something with potatoes and mushrooms 😂 Give me a like if you want me to feature more food places. I’m a real foodie and nothing makes me as happy as a good meal ❤️ (except for JJ haha) #juliadoaneats #saigon #hcmc #paulvietnam
Momma bear and @jjbabychjp // shot by @quocanhvle
Karma Earrings #floralpunkflatlay