I must fucking stop staying up throughout the night until 8am and then sleep just to wake up at 4pm. It's the most unhealthy and unproductive lifestyle ever. I come up with stupid things like thinking about plastic surgery, being dissatisfied with my face, destroy my confidence by finding mistakes in my appearance. I do unnecessary things like this, taking a video of me saying unnecessary things (thanks for the 5 thumbs up though !!), and even feel proud of doing it ?! Wtf dont I have anything else to do ?! The problem is, at night, and when iam so tired already, i actually don't. And i become so irrational, it aint doing me any good. So iam just gonna quit. Like i quit drinking, i will quit sleeping late. Decided.