Life with all its odds

Hey kids, i miss this blog. But i really cant find the time to sit down at my computer and just blog, because i either have to look up things for the Floralpunk Shop from wholesalers and manufacturers to sell or because i have to look things up for our future "banh mi" shop ! Or im working at Monsieur Hu. I quit uni btw. Best decision of my life so far. Im not a study person man. I had so many headached nights because of my choice of subject and then i decided on communication design, did it for two months, realized it wasnt quite the right thing for me, and quit. Seriously, the path of studying isnt the right choice for everyone. Some people, like me, who are not too dumb and love money too much are better off doing business. And thats what iam trying to do now. Setting up businesses.

Initially i was just going to do the Floralpunk Shop thing and wanted to focus on that. But after some sleepless nights i realized that i wont get anywhere without any capital. So i decided to work full-time for my boss Sam, which means 4 to 5 days a week. That is stressful enough. Of course i neglected my shop idea a little and focused on workin but the result aint that negative so far. Started saving after christmas and i have 1400€ so far. Reinvested 800 in buying stuff for Floralpunk and gonna have to pay my flight tickets later today. Yes, iam going to china as well, as if i wasnt busy enough already. But thats an opportunity i cant deny so whatever. Now, i went to visit my dad last week and he said he would invest money in me if i did something in gastronomy. Then a week later and a few days ago my mom announced that she has the idea of tramsforming her nail studio into a banh mi shop. No we dont really have any in mumich yet. And i thought it was a great idea ! We discussed it and my mom came to the conclusion that i should do it, that she and my dad would invest money, and thats how it all started. My, im going to open a banh mi shop thing. Sooo. Kind of busy my life right now init. And i applied for an internship in fashion pr as well for april and was going to re-apply for uni im Berlin in June. I want too many things forgodssake !!! Thats why i feel so stressed out. I need to focus on one thing and do it well. One of my biggest problems man, i want too much. More than i could handle. And now its 9am i havnt slept yet, and so many fuckin things to do today. Fml. Because my mom just got a baby and i need to do all the paper work. Headacheeee