So when I bought this LIIQ Rush Fish Tail top or dress (I also have it in white, you can see it here), I bought it to wear it underneath a wide top, not to wear it by itself, because I thought that I could never ever leave the house sleeveless. But I did today. My boyfriend said that the top looks great on me and that I don't look fat at all, and that my complexes are not reasonable at all. I still didn't feel too happy though, and told him 'I will only feel better if you take nice photos and my arm is not wobbly in every single picture'. And so he did. And now I do feel less insecure. It's not like I enjoy wearing sleeveless so much, but I think we need to build up that relationship slowly. It's not like you can overcome the fights in your head from one second to the next. It takes time, but most of all, it takes either courage from within or encouragement from outside.
Side note about the editing of this post: One of my favourite bloggers Yan Yan Chan apparently edits her photos with VSCO A6 + grain, so I tried it, but am not sure about it yet haha. Sometimes I really really love grain because it gives your photo so much mood, but sometimes I also really love sharp and clean images. And how do I know that she uses A6? I downloaded a photo of her and clicked on the 'Get Info' tab. It said that the photo was 'Processed with VSCO with a6 preset' haha. That's how you know. All VSCO app photos will have that information included.