I don't remember the last time I woke up and liked my hair.
It's not like I'm someone who just complains all the time, but the problem is, I'm the kind of person that is not able to share happy emotions and feelings, I cannot ever praise myself or love something about myself and talk about it, and I'm extraordinarily good at wanting things I can't have or do not have. My faithful readers will know. But maybe I don't have any faithful readers anymore, because Julia was so stupid to be blinded by the fast growing numbers of instagram, and ended up neglecting her blog, and the people who truly care about what she shares and thinks.
So, anyway, in this post, I'm unhappy with my hair. These days I don't know what to with it, even when I curl them, I don't think they look good ! And believe me, I have had many good hair days in my past. There were times when I loved my hair so much, but those seem like ancient times. With the hair I'm having right now, kind of medium-length, I can't do anything at all. I can't style the properly, they don't look good after washing, they don't look good after I wake up, I can't put them in a bun, they don't look good when they are messy, they just never look good ! And that upsets me and makes me sad. It makes me feel unhappy about my appearance, because believe it or not, hair are so important. I think I have to endure it for half a year longer until my hair grows out again. I will definitely not cut them short again. I want long hair. Long hair suits me. I love long hair on my. No matter what you say !!! I see photos of me with long hair and I want long hair. But I also see photos of me with good-looking short hair and I'd be ok with them too. I don't know what I could possibly do to get good-looking hair now. I don't dare to cut, because they you fuck up even more. I don't want to dye, because it will make my hair thinner and I have thin hair already. Styling.... ? I don't even know how, and keep trying but it just never looks as good as in the photos. Like in this one above, which I found in a The Cut article, which is called The New 'Rich-Girl Hair' Is Officially Everywhere. I want to have rich-girl hair too ! Effortlessly good-looking hair. If I come up with a solution, I will make a Youtube video about it. Until then, I will live with unhappiness growing out of my head.